and thats when it hit me...

tuesday and wednesday night were enlightening.
i spent time with a friend who means a lot to me.
i forgot how much fun we have when we hang out.
and im glad shes beginning to be such a great friend again.

avoiding the awkward silence

So i've finally decided that im tired of being single.
this doesnt mean that im going to be out looking for a relationship
but im ready to accept whatever comes about

Gone with the Wind

So I just got my grade in Trig. Not so hot. It seems like no matter how many times i go in for help in the morning, or how much i study, i always seem to fail. But im over it. Almost
Im super excited to go to a show tonight. i dont even care that some of it isnt my type of music. I'm just happy that i get to hang out with my friends. i dont do that much anymore.
I got to hang out with taylor last night. that was fun.
im a brunette now. yay!
i worked friday night after school until 11.
Same for saturday.
and that was my weekend.

slaughterhouse-five

i haven't posted anything new lately. i should probably stop being lazy.
im starting to get back in touch with old friends. a few people who i've been separating myself from. and im happy that we are starting to talk again.
things are going smoothly.
yesterday, i went to the library and walked around town.
it was nice to be in the silence. even though silence is usually so loud.
ive tried to separate myself from my cell phone, my iPod, my computer, and everything else to just take a step back and breathe.

you think you're sooo cool

the post before this wasnt serious by the way! (hell, i didnt even write it!!! lawlz)
thanks!

how do you catch a moonbeam in your hand

ABOUT ME BUT
WRITTEN BY MY FRIEND:
I am glad to be 62 inches tall because that means I am two inches north of being a midget. But you know that is a bad word. So I mean little person. My hair looks like mitchells and that is why I dig him. But the more I think about me liking him the more I realize that my attraction is because I am really in love with myself. I wish I could date myself. I can keep a ping pong ball in the air using my lung power for 32 seconds. I sound like a duck. I really like to ____ faster and faster. And the more I ____ the more excited I get about ____. I dress just like every other sceneager. I dance like tonto and Carlton. I used to be ghetto. Fabulous. I really like watching videos of gay guys acting flamboyant and fabulous.tss tss ahh. I also like sending boys dirty messages. I bet you are wondering what my title means.If you are reading this then you have no life. And you need to shower. I am a figment. Lord its hard to be humble when you are perfect in every way. I wake up every morning and I get Better looking each day. To know me is to love me cuz I am one hunk of a woman. The squeaky wheel gets the grease. And that's why I am so mean because I have to get my way.

and when the tide rolls in

Its hard to realize that just when something good was starting to happen, you push it away. I just wasnt ready. I still hoped i had a chance... even though i knew i didnt. I'm sorry i waited to realize what a great person you are, how happy we could have been. Im sorry i pushed you away at the time I needed you most. Im sorry i didnt see how great we would be. And im mostly sorry that i hurt you so much. But i know that sorry doesn't cut it, no matter how serious I may be. Now that i feel like im ready for you, you dont want to be with me anymore. And i know that its all my fault. and there is nothing to i can do to change us.
i just hope that you dont hate me.